sorry guys forgotton to update again.. this few days is really a mess. my life gonna restart all over again.. but good to have my oldself back. as ppl told me so is good :P i really don remember hows the last time linny. all forgotton. im glad that i have my best friends back together again. somehow i manage to cope up with them recently.. lols. but some how i learned something.. sometimes between friends n relationships, you have to lose one. cant have both in the same time.. i still dont really understand this. i always have a WHY? in my head. and now i really lost my 2 years relationship completely. but in the other hand, i still have my best friends. im just afraid that in the end.. i will be left alone.. no one to lean onto. i really hope it wont happen this way.. really wanna thanks to all of my friends around me supporting me. they really taught me alot of things. im just like someone who never grow up. my brain is still functioning in 15 years old.. but the problem is im already 18. i still need somebody smaller then me to teach me.. dots.. so stupid larhs. anyway.. i must jia you for myself. cant keep on relying on ppl. work hard chong lin min. i can do it! yea! lols..
